Day 245 – The single wife, the saddest day of my life
The boy is no more, my heart is broken and I don’t even have the strength of mind or body to blog about it. My heart is broken and I don’t see how it can heal when I don’t know how it got broke. Boys are silly, but I still love the boy.
There are no photos, maybe I will do them some other day but at the moment I am too sad, too pale and too weak to even stand straight and too scared of what will happen now that he is gone that I cannot even fake a smile. The boy is gone and my heart has broken.
Your Boy said,
September 20, 2010 at 6:20 pm
I love you Ellie and I still want you in my life.
We need to talk about this. We need to fix us because we’ve been through so much together that I cant bear to have it thrown away just like that.
The thought of us both being broken hearted when we still love each other hurts so much.
Please answer your phone or get in touch.
The Boy, Your Boy, Yours Always x