Day 275 – Falling off the line
The blog, my head, my work and my life, all of it has fallen by the wayside. I am hopeless at the moment, in hospital all over again this time with the flipside of the bipolar, the depression or as they are referring to it the dip. I know that I am a week behind with posts and I would like to say that they are written but they are not.
I am low and it seems that though I feel wretched there is a possibility according to the professionals that I may not have yet reached the true depth of the dip.
I am out of dresses and though I can bare nothing and nobody I feel dreadfully alone. I keep thinking this is not my life. I wanted to make the world a better place, to show others that it can be brighter, that life can improve and that things can get better but we have had nearly six weeks of this now and it has hacked away at my spirit, ground it down to dust.
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